Sometimes Defeat is Better than Truce

I wanted to share an inspiring Tarot Tale I received today…

At this moment in my life I’m going through a lot of mental turmoil, for various reasons, a lot of it medical… but there is a light on the horizon. đŸ˜‰

My cards today reminded me of the nature of Thought and suggested an alternative approach. I used the 5-card spiritual progress spread




  1. Where I am right now: Cruelty (9 of Swords)
  2. My central lesson: Defeat (5 of Swords)
  3. Influences encouraging growth: King of Earth
  4. Influences against growth: Truce (4 of Swords) d57d1130-6f8a-40c9-85f9-a7a8d221daa8-550-00000036210b2509_file
  5. What I should do: Virtue (3 of Wands)

So right now I seem to be stuck in constant self-reflection on my own Thoughts. (Which is definitely true.) :p There needs to be new inspiration (sometimes from outside myself) breathed into my mind to free me from the never-ending cycle. Thus, the need for mental Defeat.

This 5 of Swords can mean Defeat of the querent by others (or themselves), or the querent is perhaps poised to defeat others… either way it’s a mental defeat of ideas and thoughts–a loss of Ideals–and it friends on the context of the spread.

For me, it’s definitely speaking to a need to lose my own current ideals. Therefore, Truce among my own thoughts is not going to help me grow past this.

Notice what is supposed to help me grow, however: allowing my Fire of ambition to feed upon and reshape my physical Reality (King of Pentacles), being careful of course not to utterly destroy my surroundings with too much flame…

And then we come to “what I should do”: Virtue. Recall that Binah is the growth of deductive reasoning about an element to the point that we are able to construct a framework of understanding upon which we further build that element’s journey. So the recommendation here is to focus on my Ambition (my Fire) to the point that I’m able to interrupt my current state of mind with a newly built framework of values, based on my ambition. This offers a way to break my cycle of self-cruelty in thinking.

As often happens, a “bad” card isn’t necessarily a bad thing for us, but instead can clear the way for us to move forward. đŸ™‚

Mental and Emotional Binah

IMG_2279It’s always been curious to me, that “Sorrow” (the 3 of Swords) occurs in the realm of Thought, rather than Emotion (Cups). Instead, the 3 of Cups represents “Abundance.”

The concept of the third sephirot of Binah  can be expressed as “davar mitoch davar” — understanding one idea from another idea. Binah multiplies the original seed of an Element to the point that a framework of Understanding of that element is built.

Whereas the 2 of Swords is Peace, adding one more Thought to that creates Sorrow…

What is emotion without the physical biofeedback and mental interpretation of meaning attached to it?

Emotion straight from the Source is not the way we feel ABOUT something. Rather, we simply experience a feeling, and the mind asks, “What is happening around me, to me, that I can attach to this feeling with meaning?”

So, the Ace of Cups is not the Meaning itself, which we ascribe to it based on our biofeedback. Rather, it is the sensation that comes which we then try to ascribe meaning to, based on our surrounding circumstance. When Abundant Emotion floods the background and we add increasing Thoughts of Sorrow to it, our mind interprets our feelings as feelings of sorrow.

It’s often helpful to separate the Elements working together in our minds to better understand that which drives us.